I went to an orthopedic doctor this morning. My right shoulder has been killing me for the last 3 weeks.
I've been taking 400 mg ibuprofen twice/day since I hurt it and at the risk of developing a stomach ulcer, I decided it was time to have it looked at.
The nurse asked how I think I hurt it and embarassingly, I told her it was from lifting my kids in their car seats. I'm not embarassed because of my kids - I'm embarassed because I'm so damn out of shape (or old?) that I hurt it lifting car seats.
In my defense, those little rascals are heavy! Each kid is 20 lbs and the car seat is 20 lbs. I'm no mathematician but that's 40 lbs x two! That's a heavy load!
She said they wanted to take some x-rays and asked if there's any possibility that I'm pregnant. I immediately said "no" without much thought and then I felt the sting.
I'll never be pregnant again. Ever.
I count my 2 little blessings every day and I'm so thankful for what I have. But, I'll admit it does hurt a little.
The emergency hysterectomy during their delivery saved my life but it also took away any future ability to have more children.
DH & I knew that the IVF cycle where we conceived the twins was probably our last effort so either way, our journey was over. I guess what hurts is that I don't have the choice anymore.
Anyway, I was diagnosed with rotator cuff tendonitis and got a cortisone shot to alleviate some of the pain and inflammation. The doctor didn't think any further treatment would be needed but said the next step would be an MRI if I didn't see any improvement in 2-3 weeks. I also have to do some at-home physical therapy. Like I really have time to do that?!
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I am heading toward surgery that could take out my remaining ovary if things do not go well. Our RE already calls DD our miracle and doesn't have high hopes even if some ovarian tissue is left. Yesterday I was visiting the neighbor with DD and she said "You should have lots of kids!" What do you say to that one? I just told her that DD is our miracle and we might not be able to have anymore. Really not sure what else to say to people like that.
Ah, it does sting. I'm sorry. I know you are happy with what you have (as am I), but sometimes it is nice to have a choice. Thinking of you today and hoping your shoulder gets better soon!
I SO know how you feel.... After having Blakely. I KNOW this is it for us and It is OVER. Tough.. but I try not to dwell or I will go bats! HUGS!
Hope you feel better soon, S.
On another note... My wrist and hand started huring really bad, to the point I couldn't grasp the hair dryer plug to unplug it. We switched to the next size up car seat so I don't have the carrier anymore and it went away completely. I now always have a stroller in my car. I know that 2 is much different than one but I wanted to share what helped for me.
I cant imagine what you must feel like, knowing the future holds no more children. The decision was made and you had no part in it. :/ Luckily, you have two perfect angels keeping you busy and happy!! Im sure they are a great distraction.
I hope your shoulder starts to feel better asap!
arg. shoulder problems suck. :(
feel better!
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