Sunday, June 29, 2008

I think it's over

9dp5dt = BFN

Now, I just need to wait for the official word after my beta. Shit.

7 comments:

TTCinDC said...

Oh Suzanne, I am sorry to see you so down. I've been there. Really. I know EXACTLY what you are going through and there are just no words to describe it.

If -- and I say IF -- your beta turns out to be negative, it's STILL NOT OVER. Eventually, probably a whole lot sooner than you are thinking right now, ART will work and you will be pregnant and you will carry a pregnancy to term. I believe this with absolute certainty.

Just know that I (and lots of others) are thinking about you today. Be well.

Suzanne said...

Thanks DC! My DH is still holding out hope but me? Not so much. I'm thankful we have 3 frozens and I think I'd be ready to jump back in again fairly quickly. I think I'm a little like you - I don't like to be told no.

TTCinDC said...

Oh, I know exactly where you are coming from. at approximately 13dp5dt, DH and I got into a fight one afternoon -- I burst into tears and screamed "ADMIT IT'S OVER!! PLEASE ADMIT IT'S OVER! Your hopefulness is driving me insane!" I think that was the PIO talking.

All I can say is just keep your chin up and be positive because a) you still don't know what the real result is; and b) if it doesn't work, there will be a next time.

Suzanne said...

We had that fight yesterday (no kidding).

Lost in Space said...

Oh, hun, I am so sorry to see this today. I know you don't want to hear "It's not over yet" and I promise not to go there. Know that I am still holding on to hope for you though.

Sending lots of hugs your way.

TTCinDC said...

Hey Suzanne. Just checking in to see how you are doing. I've been thinking about you today.

Wendy said...

Still hopeful for you...

((hugs))