Thursday, June 12, 2008

If I had a crystal ball

I've been wondering about the future a lot lately. I'm sure the prospect of having a baby has NOTHING to do with that. I have so many questions and if I had the answers, it would make life so much easier. Will this cycle work? Will I be pregnant in 2 weeks? Will I have a singleton or twins (we have decided to put 2 embryos back - assuming we have 2 to put back)? If the cycle fails, will I ever have kids?

Does anyone else think like this or am I just weird? I mean, I think where I was this time last year and I would have never imagined the course of events over the last 9 months and I certainly wouldn't have predicted that I'd be in the middle of an IVF cycle. Life is so weird sometimes. So, if I had a crystal ball, I would totally be looking in to my future. What about you guys? If you could, would you look?

2 comments:

Lost in Space said...

This journey is such a rollercoaster. (Hugs)

I would want to look into the future just to know, but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't do it. If it isn't what I wanted, I'm not sure I could live with it. If it is what I wanted, I think it would take away some of the surprise and excitement. Ooohh the temptation though.

Best of luck with your cycle! Thanks for stopping by my blog.

Wendy said...

Lots of luck, Suzanne! I might have to peek at a crystal ball...hmm...not sure I got NOT look, you know what I mean?

I think that either way, through pregnancy or through adoption, we will have a child. So maybe I wouldn't have to peek?

I'm wishy-washy! Good luck with everything. :)