The Day After Beta

I can tell this is going to be loooonnggg pregnancy.

My MIL called last night to see how I was feeling. "Um, the same as 2 days ago"?

We've only told family and close friends at this point because as we all know, A LOT can happen in the next 6-8 weeks.

Everyone has the same reaction, "Oooohhh, I'm soooo happy for you"! And, I always respond with, "It's still VERY early and we have a long way to go".

I don't really have any symptoms. I'm super bloated but I could attribute that to the PIO shots if I didn't know any better.

I would swear AF is about to come, if I didn't know any better.

I'm hungry all of the time but, that's nothing new.

I'm really, really hoping I can dodge the morning sickness bullet. My hcg levels got up to 12,000 with the ectopic and I never had anything so I'm hoping I'm one of the few.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed that my hcg has risen to at least 1400 on Monday - the first hurdle.

I've been asked multiple times how I'll feel if its twins. I'm torn, to be honest.

Part of me hopes it is because this is my last shot at having a baby. I wouldn't have any regrets.

But, twins would strap us financially. We'd figure out a way to make it work but daycare would kill us at approximately $2,400 month. My SIL has offered to watch whatever we end up with so that would be our saving grace.

If it's one, we're set. No money worries and we have our baby! But, I know I'd get the itch to have another and I wouldn't be able to.

I know God doesn't give you more than you can handle and we'll be blessed with whatever that is.

But, secretly? I think I'm hoping for twins!